eirenical: (BH -- I can't. I just... can't. (z))
That time of year again? Yikes.

Date   Title   Fandom Words
3/26   Muet 9   LM 3429
4/8   Muet Feuilly/Jehan outtake   LM 556
7/12   As It Should Be   LM 2563
9/4   Muet 10   LM 5495
10/14   Bahorel/Jehan ghost fic   LM 629
10/14   E/F fantasy AU   LM 691
10/14   "You Need to Eat Something" (Cody & Obi-Wan)   SW 582
10/22
  Muet 11   LM 5655
10/24     Dark Matter 6007
10/28     Power Rangers 2669
12/18   Anon YT fic     1413
     
Subtotal 29689
WiPs          
6/21   Andros/Zhane Sick!fic   PRiS 778
6/24   No Man is an Island 5   LM 393
8/23   Tiniest Jedi Master (Qui-Gon & Obi-Wan)   SW 491
10/28   Untitled E/F Fall fic   LM 1341
    Untitled Jehan/Combeferre platonic meme fic   LM 889
        Subtotal 3892
           
        Total 33581
Unhappy thoughts below the cut? )

*sigh* I'd say, "Here's hoping I'll do better next year," but I said that last year and look how well it didn't turn out. :P
eirenical: (Gravi -- determined -- sunrise.aoaki.net)
So, I finally decided it was time to start making calls and hunting up a new therapist. I have an appointment with someone on Monday and of course I’m now mildly freaking out about it. My last two experiences with such things have NOT turned out that well. *heavy sigh* But I'm getting really really really tired of living my life through the lens of anxiety. And I'm getting really really really tired of being so fucking tired all the time. I live most of my life feeling exhausted, like I can't budge to do the things I really need to do. And it's frustrating because I keep feeling like I should be able to just kick this thing in the ass and move on. Thing is... it doesn't work that way, does it?

Nipping here now a very long post rambling about the state of my mental health and my hopes for the coming year. )
eirenical: (YnM -- Hisoka_bullet -- sunrise.aoaki.ne)
For those of you who were around and offered kind words during my freak out last night, thank you and I’m sorry I didn’t respond. *sigh* Really the whole thing was just so stupid.

Because I didn't want to put this on tumblr, thank you very much. )

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