*much scowliness here*
Nov. 11th, 2004 12:39 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
eirenicalMy physcial therapist is a sadist. He didn't even stay for my whole session today. My right hip and back are fucking killing me. He wants me to do a routine that takes an hour three times a day and walk in addition to that. In spite of my repeatedly telling him this, he still hasn't absorbed the concept that when I go back to school on Monday I will have 10 minutes. Total. Per day. To do PT. Not 3 fucking hours! *pantpant*
I want to sit on my couch and play video games. I want to blow shit up. At the very least, I want to read my bloody book. But I can't because sitting fucking hurts. Thank you, very much, physical therapist!
I'm also bloody hungry. But I'm damned sick of food. I'm sick of the places to go eat around here because they all suck. The ones that don't suck use so much grease they'll make me sick in my current condition -- or fatter, which would be just dandy. I'm sick of the take-out places for the same reason as those listed above. I'm sick of all the quick foods I have in the house because I've been eating the same damned things for 6 months, now. And I'm sick of all the foods that I know how to cook. I'm also sick of all the things my dad knows how to cook 'cuz most of them are so fattening it's disgusting.
So what the bloody hell am I supposed to eat??
*chibi continues to whine* And I'm already sick of sharing my apartment with my parents and the thought of having one of them here for another four weeks is just making me want to cry. I love my Dad, I really do. I don't like feeling like I don't. I don't like any of this.
*small voice* Can someone just end the world for me? I'm sick of being in it. And G-d damn it, I'm sick of sulking and whining, too. I hate when I get like this. *sulks*
I want to sit on my couch and play video games. I want to blow shit up. At the very least, I want to read my bloody book. But I can't because sitting fucking hurts. Thank you, very much, physical therapist!
I'm also bloody hungry. But I'm damned sick of food. I'm sick of the places to go eat around here because they all suck. The ones that don't suck use so much grease they'll make me sick in my current condition -- or fatter, which would be just dandy. I'm sick of the take-out places for the same reason as those listed above. I'm sick of all the quick foods I have in the house because I've been eating the same damned things for 6 months, now. And I'm sick of all the foods that I know how to cook. I'm also sick of all the things my dad knows how to cook 'cuz most of them are so fattening it's disgusting.
So what the bloody hell am I supposed to eat??
*chibi continues to whine* And I'm already sick of sharing my apartment with my parents and the thought of having one of them here for another four weeks is just making me want to cry. I love my Dad, I really do. I don't like feeling like I don't. I don't like any of this.
*small voice* Can someone just end the world for me? I'm sick of being in it. And G-d damn it, I'm sick of sulking and whining, too. I hate when I get like this. *sulks*
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Date: 2004-11-11 12:18 pm (UTC)!!!! Don't say that! Fuuma might hear you!!!!! >o<
Sounds like a job for the Seimei chibi! *fistpump* I must prepare a care package. ¬_¬ Yes.. yes.. I must. Don't give up hope. You can do this. Your PT is being unrealistic, but you can still do this.
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Date: 2004-11-18 05:40 am (UTC)*coughs* Oops... Eh-heh... -.-;;;
*snugs a Seimei* Thank you. *massive glompage* I'm having up days and down days, and now am looking for a new PT. I've confirmed from several sources that what he wants from me is totally unrealistic. I don't need to pay him for that. *nods* And my second epidural cortisone shot is tonight. *bliss*
And so, I will have my shot and there will be happy numbness and pain relief, then there will be Battlestar Galactica and much of it. *chibi thinks of Apollo and Starbuck and there is much drooling* Then there will be happy thoughts of the fact that I don't have to take Boards until Dec. 16. And much happy awaiting of the Seimei package. *_* *_* <3 <3 Seimei packages are always fun and good. *nodnod* *snugs* Thank you!
*chibi waddles off to go do something constructive before rounds*