NaNo and Music Spam... oops, and a weight loss update ^_^.

1,032 more words. And it's like pulling f*cking teeth. What the hell all of a sudden? *makes faces* I think I need to scene skip. *sigh*

On another note? Dude. Love this song (Fireflies, by Owl City):

( Video behind cut. Enjoy! ^_^ )

Frickin' awesome song, really neat video... and I swear I heard it somewhere in Dollhouse. Or, at least it sounds like something that should have been in Dollhouse. I don't know. ^_^ Found a few more of his songs and am rapidly becoming a little obsessed. ^_^ Listen!

Also, yesterday I sound recorded all my youtube Gavin bootlegs so I could burn them onto CD and listen to them in the car. I am way more obsessed with his new song "Out Love" than can possibly be healthy, not to mention, "Unspoken Heart." ;_; *sob* *wistful sigh* I wish I could be in Toronto next weekend. ^_^

Edit: 4:30 PM... and a weight loss update. 1.6 lbs. this week... for a total of 60.2! *cheers* That means I only have 15 lbs. to go before I reach my healthy weight range. :D :D *throws confetti* Let the countdown begin! :D :D

4:45 PM -- Damn it, now I'm afraid to start anything because I know dinner is in 15 minutes and if I do get into something, I won't have time to keep working on it. Damn it. And for some bizarre reason... I think I'm stalled because Berger wants me to write him sex... and for the first time, I think I might be willing to try. O_O That scares me. A lot. Because if that's why I'm stalled... I can't figure out how to get unstalled. *whimper* Help...?

You must be kidding me.

D: I think I figured out why I'm stuck. (Other than the whole "writing to a deadline" issue that always trips me up, that is.)

It's because I actually wrote an outline. I already know how the story ends so I'm not feeling pressured to write it to find out! *sweatdrop* Crap. Crapcrapcrap.

Damn it.

*goes back to prodding the story* Damn it, you will cooperate! I like where the outline says the story's going and I will stick with it, so help me! *scowly face*

Edit: 8:46 PM... Woof... you are officially my hero. Every time I get fic-stuck, you manage to unstick me. *tail wag* Now at 34,671 and counting. ^_^ *cheers for Woof*

Apparently, I'm a babblepuss today.

So... sometimes Twitter kind of sucks. I mean, other than all the obvious ways. It allows you to feel just close enough and just involved enough in another person's life that you occasionally feel their pain as if you have a right to, even if you aren't even passing acquaintances in real life.

Josh Lamon and James Reichel broke up. Things were all ooey-gooey sweet two days ago and they were planning Thanksgiving together.

And then yesterday we get this:
JRyanReichel James Ryan Reichel
Taking a break from Twitter as I put the pieces back together. Love you all so much.
21 hours ago

And then today we get this:
JoshLamon josh lamon
Not gonna lie. Difficult times at the moment. But a surprise visit from @vrayskull did make me smile. #littlethingscount
5 hours ago

And this:
JRyanReichel James Ryan Reichel
To address the 100's of tweets: Yes, Josh and I broke up. Yes, I am okay. No, I am not suicidal. Life goes on and already is. Love you all.
3 hours ago

I damn near cried.

I don't know James Reichel except from following him on Twitter. I don't know Josh Lamon except for meeting him once or twice through Hair and knowing that I made him happy once that I was writing a paper on a topic he felt was important. I know nothing about them as a couple beyond the unbelievably sweet Tweets they sent back and forth to each other on a near constant basis.

And yet I still almost cried when I found out they broke up. I don't know what happened and I doubt I ever will. I don't even feel right about wanting to offer sympathy because who needs that from some random girl you don't know when your heart is already sore? Who needs salt rubbed in that wound?

But still... I'm actually a little upset. And I feel stupid about it. And I wish I could give them both giant hugs or at least a sympathy Tweet.

...and I dread Broadway secrets this week. *sigh* I'm starting to hate that comm.

Bleh. Now I'll never get back on track with my fic. Stupid Twitter.