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You know what sucks? Feeling like you're slacking when you know you're not. You know what sucks worse? Getting a vibe that your professor is totally pissed at you and not knowing why, or even if it's directed at you. *sigh*

I'm hungry. *makes faces*

I also want this rotation over with. I want to not hate almost every person in my class. I want July 31st to arrive. I want to be on a plane heading home to watch Melissa get married. I want to breath New York air if only for 24 hours. I want decent Chinese food. I want decent pizza. I want to not have to debate whether the pleasure I would get from wearing my Magen David to school is outweighed by how much it might piss off a client. I'm craving a Rita's water ice something fierce. I want to walk on the beach and feel the sand between my toes. I want to listen to the roar of the waves as they crash against the shore. I want to breathe in the small of sweet, salty sea air. I want to live somewhere where the stores are open on Sunday and the restaurants are open after 9:00. I want to hug my parents. I want to meet my sister's boyfriend before she moves in with him. I want to drag my uncle to Borders.

I'm sick of this Midwest conservative crap. I want to go home and stay home. 4 years in Kansas is already 4 too many. *sigh* Just 11 more days... It's just 11 more days... *wistful sigh*

*eyes entry* OK, wow... I must be more homesick than I thought. *blehs* I need a vacation.