https://eirenical.dreamwidth.org/ Beware: The Chibis Have Taken Control! - Dreamwidth Studios Sat, 15 Aug 2015 18:59:45 GMT LiveJournal / Dreamwidth Studios eirenical personal https://v2.dreamwidth.org/5058889/700641 https://eirenical.dreamwidth.org/ 92 97 https://eirenical.dreamwidth.org/249717.html Sat, 15 Aug 2015 18:59:45 GMT https://eirenical.dreamwidth.org/249717.html So, I finally decided it was time to start making calls and hunting up a new therapist. I have an appointment with someone on Monday and of course I’m now mildly freaking out about it. My last two experiences with such things have NOT turned out that well. *heavy sigh* But I'm getting really really really tired of living my life through the lens of anxiety. And I'm getting really really really tired of being so fucking tired all the time. I live most of my life feeling exhausted, like I can't budge to do the things I really need to do. And it's frustrating because I keep feeling like I should be able to just kick this thing in the ass and move on. Thing is... it doesn't work that way, does it?<br /><br /><span class="cut-wrapper"><span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"></span><b class="cut-open">(&nbsp;</b><b class="cut-text"><a href="https://eirenical.dreamwidth.org/249717.html#cutid1">Nipping here now a very long post rambling about the state of my mental health and my hopes for the coming year.</a></b><b class="cut-close">&nbsp;)</b></span><div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"></div><br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=eirenical&ditemid=249717" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> comments https://eirenical.dreamwidth.org/249717.html writer problems depression anxiety mental health autumn school the state of me job hopeful public 0 https://eirenical.dreamwidth.org/249566.html Fri, 29 May 2015 15:56:25 GMT https://eirenical.dreamwidth.org/249566.html For those of you who were around and offered kind words during my freak out last night, thank you and I’m sorry I didn’t respond. *sigh* Really the whole thing was just so stupid.<br /><br /><span class="cut-wrapper"><span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"></span><b class="cut-open">(&nbsp;</b><b class="cut-text"><a href="https://eirenical.dreamwidth.org/249566.html#cutid1">Because I didn't want to put this on tumblr, thank you very much.</a></b><b class="cut-close">&nbsp;)</b></span><div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"></div><br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=eirenical&ditemid=249566" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> comments https://eirenical.dreamwidth.org/249566.html personality tests anxiety school personal fml stressed public 3